Tuesday, December 19
19/12/06
// feeling ::// prayer for ::
There are a lot of things I want to do. Well, not really want to do. I feel I need to do them. I mean, in just a few days...I'm gonna be 18. Seems scary. I duno how an 18-yr-old should act.
19 more days...Before I turn into a young adult.
Going to those grooming sessions with Catherine made me realise that I'm not a little girl anymore. I realised that all along I've been acting like one =/
But thank God for City Harvest and W271. If not for them, I think now I'll still be acting like a 13-yr-old girl. I grew up in a place that didnt really promote dressing up and stuff like that. So I practically grew up as a boy.
But right now I'm really interested in behaving like a real 18-yr-old girl. I'm kinda sick of ppl mistaking me for a 15-year-old or some even 13-year-old -.- I want to grow up.
Seems silly, huh? When I get my pay . . . I will go shopping. Although after my tithe and building fund...duno got enough to even buy a shirt anot... But I am believing God...
I purposely took off today from work because Catherine said she wanted to meet us to teach us on how to react to altar call all that, like I mentioned in the previous entry. But...No call or sms. Zzz. But I guess I could've used the rest la. I cant wait for a day when everything seems to fall into place for me.
Gosh I'm awfully tired.
michi ]|[ 20:48